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=== intro === | === intro === | ||
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==== הסרטון מתחיל כאן ==== | ==== הסרטון מתחיל כאן ==== | ||
קישור אל <b>[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UYJKpvczuU סרטון שמתחיל בנקודה זו]</b> | קישור אל <b>[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UYJKpvczuU סרטון שמתחיל בנקודה זו]</b> | ||
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a link to <b>[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UYJKpvczuU a video that starts at this point]</b> | a link to <b>[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UYJKpvczuU a video that starts at this point]</b> | ||
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פִּתְאוֹם שׁוֹלֵחִיִם אוֹתִי לחֶדֶר אַחַר | פִּתְאוֹם שׁוֹלֵחִיִם אוֹתִי לחֶדֶר אַחַר | ||
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All of the sudden they are sending me to another room, | All of the sudden they are sending me to another room, | ||
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וְאֲנִי רוֹאֶה אֵת כֹּל החֶלְכָּאִיִם וְנִדְכָּאִיִם שֶׁלָה עוֹלָם | וְאֲנִי רוֹאֶה אֵת כֹּל החֶלְכָּאִיִם וְנִדְכָּאִיִם שֶׁלָה עוֹלָם | ||
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and I see the lowest scum of the earth. | and I see the lowest scum of the earth. | ||
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הוּא בֶּטַח אַנָס | הוּא בֶּטַח אַנָס | ||
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That one probably raped, | That one probably raped, | ||
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הוּא בֶּטַח רֶצַח | הוּא בֶּטַח רֶצַח | ||
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that one probably murdered, | that one probably murdered, | ||
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הוּא בֶּטַח דָּקַר אֵת אִמָא שֶׁלוֹ | הוּא בֶּטַח דָּקַר אֵת אִמָא שֶׁלוֹ | ||
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another must have stabbed his own mother. | another must have stabbed his own mother. | ||
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אֲנָשִׁיִם כָּפוּפה גַב | אֲנָשִׁיִם כָּפוּפה גַב | ||
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They were all hunched, | They were all hunched, | ||
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נוֹזֵלה רִיר | נוֹזֵלה רִיר | ||
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drooling | drooling | ||
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יָדַיִים רוֹעַדוֹת | יָדַיִים רוֹעַדוֹת | ||
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hands trembling ... | hands trembling ... | ||
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וְאֲנִי פִּשׁוּט ראִיתִי שהוּא לוֹקֵחַ אֵת היָד וְמוֹרִיד אוֹתִי לְמַטָה | וְאֲנִי פִּשׁוּט ראִיתִי שהוּא לוֹקֵחַ אֵת היָד וְמוֹרִיד אוֹתִי לְמַטָה | ||
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I saw him take my hand and pull me down | I saw him take my hand and pull me down | ||
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וְאֲנִי אוֹמַרתִי ... זֶהוּ | וְאֲנִי אוֹמַרתִי ... זֶהוּ | ||
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And I thought to myself ... This is it. | And I thought to myself ... This is it. | ||
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זֶה המָוֶות. כַּנִראֶה ... כַּנִראֶה אֲנִי מֵת | זֶה המָוֶות. כַּנִראֶה ... כַּנִראֶה אֲנִי מֵת | ||
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This is death. Probably ... I must be dead | This is death. Probably ... I must be dead | ||
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אֲנִי לֹא בֵּן אֵדָם מְאוּשָׁר | אֲנִי לֹא בֵּן אֵדָם מְאוּשָׁר | ||
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I am not a happy person | I am not a happy person | ||
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אֲנִי בֵּן אֵדָם דִיכָּאוֹני | אֲנִי בֵּן אֵדָם דִיכָּאוֹני | ||
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I am a depressed person | I am a depressed person | ||
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מֵ ... מֵאָז יַלדוּתִי | מֵ ... מֵאָז יַלדוּתִי | ||
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ever since my childhood | ever since my childhood | ||
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אֲנִי לֹא בֵּן אֵדָם שַׂמֵחַ | אֲנִי לֹא בֵּן אֵדָם שַׂמֵחַ | ||
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I am not a happy person | I am not a happy person | ||
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דִכָּאוֹן, מבְּחִינָתִי, לֹא מִילָה רֵעֶה | דִכָּאוֹן, מבְּחִינָתִי, לֹא מִילָה רֵעֶה | ||
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Depression, as far as I am concerned, is not a bad word | Depression, as far as I am concerned, is not a bad word | ||
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אֵין לָה מִשׁקָל חִיוּבִי אוֹ שְׁלִילִי | אֵין לָה מִשׁקָל חִיוּבִי אוֹ שְׁלִילִי | ||
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its weight is not positive or negative. | its weight is not positive or negative. | ||
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אֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שֵׁדִכָּאוֹן הוּא חֲגִיגָת האֶמֶת | אֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שֵׁדִכָּאוֹן הוּא חֲגִיגָת האֶמֶת | ||
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I think that depression is the celebration of truth | I think that depression is the celebration of truth | ||
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לָמָה? כִּי עוֹלָם שֶׁלָנוּ עַל הפָּנִים ... עַל הפָּנִים | לָמָה? כִּי עוֹלָם שֶׁלָנוּ עַל הפָּנִים ... עַל הפָּנִים | ||
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Why? Because our world is completely messed up ... messed up. | Why? Because our world is completely messed up ... messed up. | ||
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וְכשאַתָה מֵבִין אֵת זֶה | וְכשאַתָה מֵבִין אֵת זֶה | ||
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When you understand this | When you understand this | ||
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וְסוֹבֵל מִזֶה, וְמַרגִישׁ אֵת זֶה | וְסוֹבֵל מִזֶה, וְמַרגִישׁ אֵת זֶה | ||
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and suffer from it, and feel it | and suffer from it, and feel it | ||
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אַתָה חוֹגֵג אֵת האֶמֶת | אַתָה חוֹגֵג אֵת האֶמֶת | ||
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you celebrate the truth | you celebrate the truth | ||
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אֲנִי יָכוֹל לְהַגִיד לְךָ כַּאֲשֵׁר הנְפִילָה מַגִיעַ | אֲנִי יָכוֹל לְהַגִיד לְךָ כַּאֲשֵׁר הנְפִילָה מַגִיעַ | ||
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I can tell you when you hit rock bottom, | I can tell you when you hit rock bottom, | ||
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אַתָה לֹא יוֹדֵעַ שהִיא מַגִיעַ | אַתָה לֹא יוֹדֵעַ שהִיא מַגִיעַ | ||
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you do not know it is coming. | you do not know it is coming. | ||
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לֹא יָכוֹל לְהַסבִּיר אֵת זֶה באוֹפֵן הֶגיוֹנִי | לֹא יָכוֹל לְהַסבִּיר אֵת זֶה באוֹפֵן הֶגיוֹנִי | ||
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I cannot explain it in a logical way. | I cannot explain it in a logical way. | ||
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אֲבָל פִּשׁוּט ככָּתי לִבכּוֹת, נִכְנַס לפָּאנִיקָה ... פִּשׁוּט מטוֹרֵפת | אֲבָל פִּשׁוּט ככָּתי לִבכּוֹת, נִכְנַס לפָּאנִיקָה ... פִּשׁוּט מטוֹרֵפת | ||
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(simply dead or beautiful ... idiom?) | (simply dead or beautiful ... idiom?) | ||
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הִתְקַשֵׁרתִי לֹאַבָּא שֶׁלִי ... פִּשׁוּט ישתנָחַתִי בְּכִיתִי | הִתְקַשֵׁרתִי לֹאַבָּא שֶׁלִי ... פִּשׁוּט ישתנָחַתִי בְּכִיתִי | ||
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I called my dad, I couldn't talk, I was crying. | I called my dad, I couldn't talk, I was crying. | ||
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הוּא לֹא הַבִין מַה קוֹרָה אוֹמֵר | הוּא לֹא הַבִין מַה קוֹרָה אוֹמֵר | ||
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He didn't understand what was going on and said: | He didn't understand what was going on and said: | ||
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טוֹב אֲנִי בָּא לָצוּף אוֹתְךָ | טוֹב אֲנִי בָּא לָצוּף אוֹתְךָ | ||
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Alright, I'm coming to get you ... | Alright, I'm coming to get you ... | ||
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מִשָׁם הוּא הִסִּיעַ אוֹתִי יָשָׁר לרוֹפֵא מִשׁפָּחָה | מִשָׁם הוּא הִסִּיעַ אוֹתִי יָשָׁר לרוֹפֵא מִשׁפָּחָה | ||
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From there he took me straight to the family doctor | From there he took me straight to the family doctor | ||
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וְזֶהוּ | וְזֶהוּ | ||
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And that was it ... | And that was it ... | ||
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פִּתְאוֹם ... הִסִּיעַ אוֹתִי למַחלָקָה הפְּסִיכִיאָטרִיָה | פִּתְאוֹם ... הִסִּיעַ אוֹתִי למַחלָקָה הפְּסִיכִיאָטרִיָה | ||
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From there they took me to the psych ward | From there they took me to the psych ward | ||
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פִּשׁוּט כָּך | פִּשׁוּט כָּך | ||
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just like that ... | just like that ... | ||
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לִהַבִין אֵת הַסִפּוּר שֶׁלִי בֶּאֱמֶת לְעוֹמֶק | לִהַבִין אֵת הַסִפּוּר שֶׁלִי בֶּאֱמֶת לְעוֹמֶק | ||
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To truly understand my story in depth | To truly understand my story in depth | ||
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לִהַבִין מאֵיפֹה בָּאתִי | לִהַבִין מאֵיפֹה בָּאתִי | ||
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You have to understand where I come from ... | You have to understand where I come from ... | ||
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אצלנו במוֹשָׁב, עָדִיף שהַגִיד שאַתָה הוֹמוֹ | אצלנו במוֹשָׁב, עָדִיף שהַגִיד שאַתָה הוֹמוֹ | ||
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In our community, it's better to say that you are gay | In our community, it's better to say that you are gay | ||
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מֵאֲשֶׁר שהַגִיד שאַתָה חֲזָרתה בתְשׁוּבָה שאַתָה דָתִי | מֵאֲשֶׁר שהַגִיד שאַתָה חֲזָרתה בתְשׁוּבָה שאַתָה דָתִי | ||
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than to say that you have repented that you are religious. | than to say that you have repented that you are religious. | ||
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המוֹשָׁב שֶׁלִי הוּא סוּפֶּר סוּפֶּר חִילּוֹנִי | המוֹשָׁב שֶׁלִי הוּא סוּפֶּר סוּפֶּר חִילּוֹנִי | ||
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My community is super, super secular. | My community is super, super secular. | ||
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לֹא הָייָתִי נִכנָס לאַף שִׁיעוּר בבֵּית סֵפֶר | לֹא הָייָתִי נִכנָס לאַף שִׁיעוּר בבֵּית סֵפֶר | ||
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I skipped every class in school, | I skipped every class in school, | ||
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אֲבָל הָיַה דִבֵר אֶחָד שֶׂכֹּל החבריִם שֶׁלִי יֶדַעוּ | אֲבָל הָיַה דִבֵר אֶחָד שֶׂכֹּל החבריִם שֶׁלִי יֶדַעוּ | ||
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but there was one thing which all my friends knew about ... | but there was one thing which all my friends knew about ... | ||
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שַׁיִשׁ שִׁעוּר תַנָך, אֲנִי הוֹלֵךְ לשִׁעוּר תַנָך | שַׁיִשׁ שִׁעוּר תַנָך, אֲנִי הוֹלֵךְ לשִׁעוּר תַנָך | ||
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when there was a bible class, I went. | when there was a bible class, I went. | ||
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סֵפֶר אֶקְסְטְרָווָגַנְטִי | סֵפֶר אֶקְסְטְרָווָגַנְטִי | ||
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It's an extravagant book! | It's an extravagant book! | ||
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זֶה כַּמָה אֲנָשִׁיִם בָּאוּ ואמרוּ | זֶה כַּמָה אֲנָשִׁיִם בָּאוּ ואמרוּ | ||
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A number of people came and said: | A number of people came and said: | ||
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הָיַה לִי מִפגָשׁ עִם איזשהי דְמוּת רוּחָנִית ... וקוֹרְאִיִם לָה אֱלוֹהִים | הָיַה לִי מִפגָשׁ עִם איזשהי דְמוּת רוּחָנִית ... וקוֹרְאִיִם לָה אֱלוֹהִים | ||
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I had an encounter with some spiritual figure and its name is "God". | I had an encounter with some spiritual figure and its name is "God". | ||
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וזה ריתק אותי | וזה ריתק אותי | ||
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And I was fascinated by it. | And I was fascinated by it. | ||
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יָצָאתִי מהמַחלָקָה הפְּסִיכִיאָטרִיָה | יָצָאתִי מהמַחלָקָה הפְּסִיכִיאָטרִיָה | ||
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I was released from the Psych Ward... | I was released from the Psych Ward... | ||
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אֲנִי לֹא היליעות כבי כֹּל הַסִפּוּר וְמָה שעֻבְדָּתִי | אֲנִי לֹא היליעות כבי כֹּל הַסִפּוּר וְמָה שעֻבְדָּתִי | ||
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I won't bore you with the whole story and what I went through there, | I won't bore you with the whole story and what I went through there, | ||
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כִּי בֶּאֱמֶת קָצָרה העירייה מלְהַכִיל | כִּי בֶּאֱמֶת קָצָרה העירייה מלְהַכִיל | ||
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because it is too long to fit in here, | because it is too long to fit in here, | ||
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וְמַה שְׁהִיָה מְעַנְיֵן שאַחַת המְטֻופָּלוֹת שָׁם הַיְתָה דָתִיה | וְמַה שְׁהִיָה מְעַנְיֵן שאַחַת המְטֻופָּלוֹת שָׁם הַיְתָה דָתִיה | ||
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but what was interesting was that one of the patients there was religious | but what was interesting was that one of the patients there was religious | ||
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אֲנִי מְאוֹד נִמְשַׁכְתִּי לדָתִיים | אֲנִי מְאוֹד נִמְשַׁכְתִּי לדָתִיים | ||
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I was always drawn to the religious people... | I was always drawn to the religious people... | ||
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כֹּל הזְמַן הָלַכְתִּי אַחֲרֵיהֵם ובִּקַּשְׁתִּי מהֵם ... לְהַנִיחַ תְּפִילִּין | כֹּל הזְמַן הָלַכְתִּי אַחֲרֵיהֵם ובִּקַּשְׁתִּי מהֵם ... לְהַנִיחַ תְּפִילִּין | ||
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I used to follow them and ask them to put on Tefilin | I used to follow them and ask them to put on Tefilin | ||
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וְשֶׁל למעֵדוּת עַל אֱלוֹהִים | וְשֶׁל למעֵדוּת עַל אֱלוֹהִים | ||
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and to teach me about God. | and to teach me about God. | ||
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הִיא כַּתָבָה לִי במַחבֶּרֶת | הִיא כַּתָבָה לִי במַחבֶּרֶת | ||
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She wrote to me in my notebook: | She wrote to me in my notebook: | ||
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כֻּלָּנוּ כַּצֹּאן תָּעִינוּ אִישׁ לְדַרְכֹּו פָּנִינוּ וַֽיהוָה הִפְגִּיעַ בֹּו אֵת עֲוֹן כֻּלָּֽנוּ | כֻּלָּנוּ כַּצֹּאן תָּעִינוּ אִישׁ לְדַרְכֹּו פָּנִינוּ וַֽיהוָה הִפְגִּיעַ בֹּו אֵת עֲוֹן כֻּלָּֽנוּ | ||
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All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all. (Isaiah 53:6) | All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all. (Isaiah 53:6) | ||
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וַֽיהוָה הִפְגִּיעַ בֹּו אֵת עֲוֹן כֻּלָּֽנוּ | וַֽיהוָה הִפְגִּיעַ בֹּו אֵת עֲוֹן כֻּלָּֽנוּ | ||
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And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all. | And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all. | ||
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לֹא הֲבָנתִי מַה זֶה אוֹמֵר | לֹא הֲבָנתִי מַה זֶה אוֹמֵר | ||
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I did not understand what it meant. | I did not understand what it meant. | ||
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רָצִיתִי ... לְ ... לְפַצֵחַ אֵת השָׂפָה שֶׁל התַנָך, לִהַבִין מַה כִּתוּב שָׁם | רָצִיתִי ... לְ ... לְפַצֵחַ אֵת השָׂפָה שֶׁל התַנָך, לִהַבִין מַה כִּתוּב שָׁם | ||
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I wanted to crack the biblical language, to understand what is written there. | I wanted to crack the biblical language, to understand what is written there. | ||
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מִי שָׁ הַבִין אוֹתוֹ אֵזכ אֵלֶּה חוֹכְמָה | מִי שָׁ הַבִין אוֹתוֹ אֵזכ אֵלֶּה חוֹכְמָה | ||
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Whoever understands the Bible, will be rewarded with wisdom. | Whoever understands the Bible, will be rewarded with wisdom. | ||
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שֶׁמַעתִי לִפְנֵי זֶה אִמָא שֶׁלִי ש שַׁחַר בֵּן דַוָד שֶׁלִי מַאֲמִין בעזשי אֱמוּנָה מוּזָרה | שֶׁמַעתִי לִפְנֵי זֶה אִמָא שֶׁלִי ש שַׁחַר בֵּן דַוָד שֶׁלִי מַאֲמִין בעזשי אֱמוּנָה מוּזָרה | ||
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I heard before from my mother, that my cousin Shachar, believes in some weird faith. | I heard before from my mother, that my cousin Shachar, believes in some weird faith. | ||
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עַכשָׁיו שַׁחַר הוּא בֵּן אֵדָם גָאוֹן. וְאָז שָׁאַלתִי אוֹתוֹ בֵּמָה הוּא מַאֲמִין | עַכשָׁיו שַׁחַר הוּא בֵּן אֵדָם גָאוֹן. וְאָז שָׁאַלתִי אוֹתוֹ בֵּמָה הוּא מַאֲמִין | ||
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Now, Shachar is a genius, so I asked him what he believes in. | Now, Shachar is a genius, so I asked him what he believes in. | ||
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פִּתְאוֹם הוּא מַתחִיל לְדַבֵּר אִיתִי עַל אֶחָד | פִּתְאוֹם הוּא מַתחִיל לְדַבֵּר אִיתִי עַל אֶחָד | ||
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All of the sudden he starts talking to me about someone, | All of the sudden he starts talking to me about someone, | ||
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לֹא עַל יֵשׁוּ, אוֹמֵר לִי יֵשׁוּעַ | לֹא עַל יֵשׁוּ, אוֹמֵר לִי יֵשׁוּעַ | ||
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not "Yeshu", but "Yeshua". | not "Yeshu", but "Yeshua". | ||
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לֹא יוֹדֵעַ מִי זֶה יֵשׁוּעַ, זֶה נִשׁמָע לִי תַּנָּכִי | לֹא יוֹדֵעַ מִי זֶה יֵשׁוּעַ, זֶה נִשׁמָע לִי תַּנָּכִי | ||
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I didn't know who is Yeshua, but it sounded biblical to me... | I didn't know who is Yeshua, but it sounded biblical to me... | ||
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למתְכַּוֵּן ליְהוֹשֻׁעַ | למתְכַּוֵּן ליְהוֹשֻׁעַ | ||
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I thought maybe he meant "Joshua" ... | I thought maybe he meant "Joshua" ... | ||
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אֲנִי זוֹכֵר שֶׁל בָּא לִי בֵּית סֵפֶר לָמַדתִי עַל יְהוֹשֻׁעַ | אֲנִי זוֹכֵר שֶׁל בָּא לִי בֵּית סֵפֶר לָמַדתִי עַל יְהוֹשֻׁעַ | ||
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I remember that in school we learned about a Joshua ... | I remember that in school we learned about a Joshua ... | ||
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וכְּכָל שהוּא מַמְשִׁיךְ לְדַבֵּר עָלָיו | וכְּכָל שהוּא מַמְשִׁיךְ לְדַבֵּר עָלָיו | ||
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And the more he keeps talking about him, | And the more he keeps talking about him, | ||
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אֲנִי מַרגִישׁ כְּאִילּוּ כֹּל החֲתִיכוּת בְּחַיִים שֶׁלִי | אֲנִי מַרגִישׁ כְּאִילּוּ כֹּל החֲתִיכוּת בְּחַיִים שֶׁלִי | ||
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I start feeling as if all the pieces in my life, | I start feeling as if all the pieces in my life, | ||
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כֹּל הַפָּאזֶל מַתחִיל לְהִתְחַבֵּר | כֹּל הַפָּאזֶל מַתחִיל לְהִתְחַבֵּר | ||
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the entire puzzle, starts to come together. | the entire puzzle, starts to come together. | ||
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פִּשׁוּט הִתְאַהֵבתִי בדְמוּת הַזֹאת שהוּא הַצִיג בִּפְנֵיי | פִּשׁוּט הִתְאַהֵבתִי בדְמוּת הַזֹאת שהוּא הַצִיג בִּפְנֵיי | ||
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I fell in love with this figure that he presented to me... | I fell in love with this figure that he presented to me... | ||
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לָמָה? כִּי אֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שהוּא אַמַר אֶמֶת ... אֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שהוּא דִיבֵר אֶמֶת | לָמָה? כִּי אֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שהוּא אַמַר אֶמֶת ... אֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שהוּא דִיבֵר אֶמֶת | ||
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Why? Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke truth. | Why? Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke truth. | ||
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אֲנִי זוֹכֵר אֵת עַצְמִי בֵּן אֵדָם דִּיכְאוֹנִי | אֲנִי זוֹכֵר אֵת עַצְמִי בֵּן אֵדָם דִּיכְאוֹנִי | ||
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I remember myself as a depressed person, | I remember myself as a depressed person, | ||
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אֲנִי בֵּן אֵדָם ש מחוֹבָה לדִּיכָּאוֹן | אֲנִי בֵּן אֵדָם ש מחוֹבָה לדִּיכָּאוֹן | ||
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someone who is attached to depression. | someone who is attached to depression. | ||
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אָבנֵר ודִּיכָּאוֹן זֶה הוּלַךְ בְּיַחַד | אָבנֵר ודִּיכָּאוֹן זֶה הוּלַךְ בְּיַחַד | ||
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Avner and depression go hand-in-hand. | Avner and depression go hand-in-hand. | ||
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יֵשׁ אֲנָשִׁיִם ... שס ... שסוֹבֵליִם בעוֹלָם הזֶה. וזֶה כּוֹאֵב לִי | יֵשׁ אֲנָשִׁיִם ... שס ... שסוֹבֵליִם בעוֹלָם הזֶה. וזֶה כּוֹאֵב לִי | ||
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There are people who suffer in the world, and it hurts me. | There are people who suffer in the world, and it hurts me. | ||
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וזֶה כּוֹאֵב לִי שלֹא מִשְׁנֶה מַה אֲנִי אעֲשָׂה בְּחַיִים שֶׁלִי | וזֶה כּוֹאֵב לִי שלֹא מִשְׁנֶה מַה אֲנִי אעֲשָׂה בְּחַיִים שֶׁלִי | ||
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It hurts me, that regardless of what I do in my life | It hurts me, that regardless of what I do in my life | ||
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האֲנָשִׁיִם האֵלֶה ימְשִׁיכוּ לִסְבּוֹל | האֲנָשִׁיִם האֵלֶה ימְשִׁיכוּ לִסְבּוֹל | ||
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these people will continue to suffer. | these people will continue to suffer. | ||
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מַה לַעֲשׂוֹת רוב בני האֵדָם הֵם לֹא טוֹבים | מַה לַעֲשׂוֹת רוב בני האֵדָם הֵם לֹא טוֹבים | ||
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What can we do, most human beings are not good... | What can we do, most human beings are not good... | ||
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הֵם מתְעַלֵּליִם אֶחָד בֵּשֵׁנִי ... אֵיך זֶה יָכוֹל לִהיוֹת | הֵם מתְעַלֵּליִם אֶחָד בֵּשֵׁנִי ... אֵיך זֶה יָכוֹל לִהיוֹת | ||
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they abuse each other... How can this be? | they abuse each other... How can this be? | ||
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מַשֶׁהוּ בעוֹלָם הַזֶה לֹא עוֹבֵד נָכוֹן | מַשֶׁהוּ בעוֹלָם הַזֶה לֹא עוֹבֵד נָכוֹן | ||
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Something in this world doesn't work right... | Something in this world doesn't work right... | ||
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אֲנִי לֹא מַאֲמִין שאֲנִי יָכוֹל לְתַקֵן אֵת העוֹלָם, אֲנִי כְּבָר הִתְייָאֵשׁתִי מִזֶה | אֲנִי לֹא מַאֲמִין שאֲנִי יָכוֹל לְתַקֵן אֵת העוֹלָם, אֲנִי כְּבָר הִתְייָאֵשׁתִי מִזֶה | ||
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I don't believe that I can fix the world, I gave up on that already... | I don't believe that I can fix the world, I gave up on that already... | ||
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הדִבֵר היָחִיד שאֲנִי יָכוֹל לַעֲשׂוֹת ... זֶה לְהַצִיעַ אֵת אֱמוּנָה ביֵשׁוּעַ | הדִבֵר היָחִיד שאֲנִי יָכוֹל לַעֲשׂוֹת ... זֶה לְהַצִיעַ אֵת אֱמוּנָה ביֵשׁוּעַ | ||
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The only thing I can do is to offer faith in Yeshua. | The only thing I can do is to offer faith in Yeshua. | ||
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לָמָה? כִּי האֱמוּנָה ביֵשׁוּעַ נתנה לִי תִּקְווָה ... שאֱלוֹהִיִם הוּא טוֹב | לָמָה? כִּי האֱמוּנָה ביֵשׁוּעַ נתנה לִי תִּקְווָה ... שאֱלוֹהִיִם הוּא טוֹב | ||
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Why? Because faith in Yeshua gave me hope that God is good | Why? Because faith in Yeshua gave me hope that God is good | ||
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שאֱלוֹהִיִם שֶׁלַח מָשִׁיחַ ... שְׁבָא לְתַקֵן אֵת העוֹלָם | שאֱלוֹהִיִם שֶׁלַח מָשִׁיחַ ... שְׁבָא לְתַקֵן אֵת העוֹלָם | ||
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that God sent a Messiah who came to fix the world. | that God sent a Messiah who came to fix the world. | ||
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ברֶגַע שאַתָה מֵבִין אֵת המָשִׁיחַ ... ו ... ומֵבִין אֵת אֱלוֹהִיִם וטוּבוֹ שאֱלוֹהִים, כּכָּתוּב | ברֶגַע שאַתָה מֵבִין אֵת המָשִׁיחַ ... ו ... ומֵבִין אֵת אֱלוֹהִיִם וטוּבוֹ שאֱלוֹהִים, כּכָּתוּב | ||
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The moment that you understand the Messiah and understand God and His goodness, as it says: | The moment that you understand the Messiah and understand God and His goodness, as it says: | ||
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טַעֲמוּ וּרְאוּ כִּי־טֹוב יְהוָה אַֽשְׁרֵי הַגֶּבֶר יֶחֱסֶה־בֹּֽו | טַעֲמוּ וּרְאוּ כִּי־טֹוב יְהוָה אַֽשְׁרֵי הַגֶּבֶר יֶחֱסֶה־בֹּֽו | ||
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Taste and see that the LORD is good! Blesses is the man who takes refuge in him! (Ps 34:8) | Taste and see that the LORD is good! Blesses is the man who takes refuge in him! (Ps 34:8) | ||
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זֶה הדִבֵר שמַחְזִיק אוֹתִי כשאֲנִי הוֹלֵךְ לישּׁוּן בְּלִילָה | זֶה הדִבֵר שמַחְזִיק אוֹתִי כשאֲנִי הוֹלֵךְ לישּׁוּן בְּלִילָה | ||
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This is what sustains me when I go to sleep at night, | This is what sustains me when I go to sleep at night, | ||
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זֶה הדִבֵר שמַחְזִיק אוֹתִי כשאֲנִי קָם בְּבּוֹקֵר | זֶה הדִבֵר שמַחְזִיק אוֹתִי כשאֲנִי קָם בְּבּוֹקֵר | ||
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לָכֶן, אֲנִי לֹא אֵדָם (עִם) מְאוּשָׁר, אֲבָל אֲנִי אֵדָם עִם תִּקְוָוה | לָכֶן, אֲנִי לֹא אֵדָם (עִם) מְאוּשָׁר, אֲבָל אֲנִי אֵדָם עִם תִּקְוָוה | ||
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Therefore, I am not a happy person, but I am a hopeful person. | Therefore, I am not a happy person, but I am a hopeful person. | ||
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Revision as of 04:18, 7 January 2024
Contents
- 1 intro
- 1.1 הסרטון מתחיל כאן
- 1.2 The video starts here
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intro
הסרטון מתחיל כאןקישור אל סרטון שמתחיל בנקודה זו |
The video starts herea link to a video that starts at this point |
0:01 heפִּתְאוֹם שׁוֹלֵחִיִם אוֹתִי לחֶדֶר אַחַר |
0:01 enAll of the sudden they are sending me to another room, |
0:04 heוְאֲנִי רוֹאֶה אֵת כֹּל החֶלְכָּאִיִם וְנִדְכָּאִיִם שֶׁלָה עוֹלָם |
0:04 enand I see the lowest scum of the earth. |
0:10 heהוּא בֶּטַח אַנָס |
0:10 enThat one probably raped, |
0:11 heהוּא בֶּטַח רֶצַח |
0:11 enthat one probably murdered, |
0:13 heהוּא בֶּטַח דָּקַר אֵת אִמָא שֶׁלוֹ |
0:13 enanother must have stabbed his own mother. |
0:16 heאֲנָשִׁיִם כָּפוּפה גַב |
0:16 enThey were all hunched, |
0:18 heנוֹזֵלה רִיר |
0:18 endrooling |
0:20 heיָדַיִים רוֹעַדוֹת |
0:20 enhands trembling ... |
0:22 heוְאֲנִי פִּשׁוּט ראִיתִי שהוּא לוֹקֵחַ אֵת היָד וְמוֹרִיד אוֹתִי לְמַטָה |
0:22 enI saw him take my hand and pull me down |
0:27 heוְאֲנִי אוֹמַרתִי ... זֶהוּ |
0:27 enAnd I thought to myself ... This is it. |
0:28 heזֶה המָוֶות. כַּנִראֶה ... כַּנִראֶה אֲנִי מֵת |
0:28 enThis is my death. I am going to die... This is death. Probably ... I must be dead |
0:35 heאֲנִי לֹא בֵּן אֵדָם מְאוּשָׁר |
0:35 enI am not a happy person |
0:37 heאֲנִי בֵּן אֵדָם דִיכָּאוֹני |
0:37 enI am a depressed person |
0:38 heמֵ ... מֵאָז יַלדוּתִי |
0:38 enever since my childhood |
0:39 heאֲנִי לֹא בֵּן אֵדָם שַׂמֵחַ |
0:39 enI am not a happy person |
0:42 heדִכָּאוֹן, מבְּחִינָתִי, לֹא מִילָה רֵעֶה |
0:42 enDepression, as far as I am concerned, is not a bad word |
0:45 heאֵין לָה מִשׁקָל חִיוּבִי אוֹ שְׁלִילִי |
0:45 enits weight is not positive or negative. |
0:48 heאֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שֵׁדִכָּאוֹן הוּא חֲגִיגָת האֶמֶת |
0:48 enI think that depression is the celebration of truth |
0:53 heלָמָה? כִּי עוֹלָם שֶׁלָנוּ עַל הפָּנִים ... עַל הפָּנִים |
0:53 enWhy? Because our world is completely messed up ... messed up. |
0:58 heוְכשאַתָה מֵבִין אֵת זֶה |
0:58 enWhen you understand this |
1:00 heוְסוֹבֵל מִזֶה, וְמַרגִישׁ אֵת זֶה |
1:00 enand suffer from it, and feel it |
1:03 heאַתָה חוֹגֵג אֵת האֶמֶת |
1:03 enyou celebrate the truth |
1:05 heאֲנִי יָכוֹל לְהַגִיד לְךָ כַּאֲשֵׁר הנְפִילָה מַגִיעַ אֲנִי יָכוֹל לְהַגִיד לְךָ שכשהנְפִילָה מַגִיעַ |
1:05 enI can tell you when you hit rock bottom, |
1:08 heאַתָה לֹא יוֹדֵעַ שהִיא מַגִיעַ |
1:08 enyou do not know it is coming. |
1:10 heלֹא יָכוֹל לְהַסבִּיר אֵת זֶה באוֹפֵן הֶגיוֹנִי |
1:10 enI cannot explain it in a logical way. |
1:13 heאֲבָל פִּשׁוּט ככָּתי לִבכּוֹת, נִכְנַס לפָּאנִיקָה ... פִּשׁוּט מטוֹרֵפת |
1:13 enBut I started to cry, and went into a panic. (simply dead or beautiful ... idiom?) |
1:18 heהִתְקַשֵׁרתִי לֹאַבָּא שֶׁלִי ... פִּשׁוּט ישתנָחַתִי בְּכִיתִי |
1:18 enI called my dad, I couldn't talk, I was crying. |
1:23 heהוּא לֹא הַבִין מַה קוֹרָה אוֹמֵר |
1:23 enHe didn't understand what was going on and said: |
1:24 heטוֹב אֲנִי בָּא לָצוּף אוֹתְךָ |
1:24 enAlright, I'm coming to get you ... |
1:26 heמִשָׁם הוּא הִסִּיעַ אוֹתִי יָשָׁר לרוֹפֵא מִשׁפָּחָה |
1:26 enFrom there he took me straight to the family doctor |
1:30 heוְזֶהוּ |
1:30 enAnd that was it ... |
1:33 heפִּתְאוֹם ... הִסִּיעַ אוֹתִי למַחלָקָה הפְּסִיכִיאָטרִיָה |
1:33 enFrom there they took me to the psych ward |
1:34 heפִּשׁוּט כָּך |
1:34 enjust like that ... |
1:44 heלִהַבִין אֵת הַסִפּוּר שֶׁלִי בֶּאֱמֶת לְעוֹמֶק |
1:44 enTo truly understand my story in depth |
1:45 heלִהַבִין מאֵיפֹה בָּאתִי |
1:45 enYou have to understand where I come from ... |
1:49 heאצלנו במוֹשָׁב, עָדִיף שהַגִיד שאַתָה הוֹמוֹ אַתֶּם במוֹשָׁב, עָדִיף שהַגִיד שאַתָה הוֹמוֹ |
1:49 enIn our community, it's better to say that you are gay |
1:49 heמֵאֲשֶׁר שהַגִיד שאַתָה חֲזָרתה בתְשׁוּבָה שאַתָה דָתִי |
1:49 enthan religious. than to say that you are religiously observant. than to say that you have repented that you are religious. |
1:54 heהמוֹשָׁב שֶׁלִי הוּא סוּפֶּר סוּפֶּר חִילּוֹנִי |
1:54 enMy community is super, super secular. |
1:58 heלֹא הָייָתִי נִכנָס לאַף שִׁיעוּר בבֵּית סֵפֶר |
1:58 enI skipped every class in school, |
1:59 heאֲבָל הָיַה דִבֵר אֶחָד שֶׂכֹּל החבריִם שֶׁלִי יֶדַעוּ |
1:59 enbut there was one thing which all my friends knew about ... |
2:04 heשַׁיִשׁ שִׁעוּר תַנָך, אֲנִי הוֹלֵךְ לשִׁעוּר תַנָך |
2:04 enwhen there was a bible class, I went. |
2:07 heסֵפֶר אֶקְסְטְרָווָגַנְטִי |
2:07 enIt's an extravagant book! |
2:09 heזֶה כַּמָה אֲנָשִׁיִם בָּאוּ ואמרוּ |
2:09 enA number of people came and said: |
2:12 heהָיַה לִי מִפגָשׁ עִם איזשהי דְמוּת רוּחָנִית ... וקוֹרְאִיִם לָה אֱלוֹהִים |
2:12 enI had an encounter with some spiritual figure and its name is "God". |
2:17 heוזה ריתק אותי וְזֶה רִתֵּק אוֹתִי |
2:17 enAnd I was fascinated by it. |
2:18 heיָצָאתִי מהמַחלָקָה הפְּסִיכִיאָטרִיָה |
2:18 enI was released from the Psych Ward... |
2:21 heאֲנִי לֹא היליעות כבי כֹּל הַסִפּוּר וְמָה שעֻבְדָּתִי |
2:21 enI won't bore you with the whole story and what I went through there, |
2:23 heכִּי בֶּאֱמֶת קָצָרה העירייה מלְהַכִיל |
2:23 enbecause it is too long to fit in here, |
2:26 heוְמַה שְׁהִיָה מְעַנְיֵן שאַחַת המְטֻופָּלוֹת שָׁם הַיְתָה דָתִיה |
2:26 enbut what was interesting was that one of the patients there was religious |
2:29 heאֲנִי מְאוֹד נִמְשַׁכְתִּי לדָתִיים |
2:29 enI was always drawn to the religious people... |
2:34 heכֹּל הזְמַן הָלַכְתִּי אַחֲרֵיהֵם ובִּקַּשְׁתִּי מהֵם ... לְהַנִיחַ תְּפִילִּין |
2:34 enI used to follow them and ask them to put Tefilin I used to follow them and ask them to put on Tefilin |
2:36 heוְשֶׁל למעֵדוּת עַל אֱלוֹהִים |
2:36 enand to teach me about God. |
2:38 heהִיא כַּתָבָה לִי במַחבֶּרֶת |
2:38 enShe wrote to me in my notebook: |
2:40 heכֻּלָּנוּ כַּצֹּאן תָּעִינוּ אִישׁ לְדַרְכֹּו פָּנִינוּ וַֽיהוָה הִפְגִּיעַ בֹּו אֵת עֲוֹן כֻּלָּֽנוּ |
2:40 enAll we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all. (Isaiah 53:6) |
2:46 heוַֽיהוָה הִפְגִּיעַ בֹּו אֵת עֲוֹן כֻּלָּֽנוּ |
2:46 enAnd the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all. |
2:48 heלֹא הֲבָנתִי מַה זֶה אוֹמֵר |
2:48 enI did not understand what it meant. |
2:50 heרָצִיתִי ... לְ ... לְפַצֵחַ אֵת השָׂפָה שֶׁל התַנָך, לִהַבִין מַה כִּתוּב שָׁם |
2:50 enI wanted to crack the biblical language, to understand what is written there. |
2:55 heמִי שָׁ הַבִין אוֹתוֹ אֵזכ אֵלֶּה חוֹכְמָה מִי שיבִין אוֹתוֹ יזכּה לחוֹכְמָה |
2:55 enWhoever understands the Bible, will be rewarded with wisdom. |
2:58 heשֶׁמַעתִי לִפְנֵי זֶה אִמָא שֶׁלִי ש שַׁחַר בֵּן דַוָד שֶׁלִי מַאֲמִין בעזשי אֱמוּנָה מוּזָרה |
2:58 enI heard before from my mother, that my cousin Shachar, believes in some weird faith. |
3:04 heעַכשָׁיו שַׁחַר הוּא בֵּן אֵדָם גָאוֹן. וְאָז שָׁאַלתִי אוֹתוֹ בֵּמָה הוּא מַאֲמִין |
3:04 enNow, Shachar is a genius, so I asked him what he believes in. |
3:04 heפִּתְאוֹם הוּא מַתחִיל לְדַבֵּר אִיתִי עַל אֶחָד |
3:04 enAll of the sudden he starts talking to me about someone, |
3:10 heלֹא עַל יֵשׁוּ, אוֹמֵר לִי יֵשׁוּעַ |
3:10 ennot "Yeshu", but "Yeshua". |
3:13 heלֹא יוֹדֵעַ מִי זֶה יֵשׁוּעַ, זֶה נִשׁמָע לִי תַּנָּכִי |
3:13 enI didn't know who is Yeshua, but it sounded biblical to me... |
3:15 heלמתְכַּוֵּן ליְהוֹשֻׁעַ |
3:15 enI thought maybe he meant "Joshua" ... |
3:17 heאֲנִי זוֹכֵר שֶׁל בָּא לִי בֵּית סֵפֶר לָמַדתִי עַל יְהוֹשֻׁעַ |
3:17 enI remember that in school we learned about a Joshua ... |
3:19 heוכְּכָל שהוּא מַמְשִׁיךְ לְדַבֵּר עָלָיו |
3:19 enAnd the more he keeps talking about him, |
3:22 heאֲנִי מַרגִישׁ כְּאִילּוּ כֹּל החֲתִיכוּת בְּחַיִים שֶׁלִי |
3:22 enI start feeling as if all the pieces in my life, |
3:25 heכֹּל הַפָּאזֶל מַתחִיל לְהִתְחַבֵּר |
3:25 enthe entire puzzle, starts to come together. |
3:27 heפִּשׁוּט הִתְאַהֵבתִי בדְמוּת הַזֹאת שהוּא הַצִיג בִּפְנֵיי |
3:27 and 3:29 enI fell in-love with this figure that he presented to me... I fell in love with this figure that he presented to me... |
3:30 heלָמָה? כִּי אֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שהוּא אַמַר אֶמֶת ... אֲנִי חוֹשֵׁב שהוּא דִיבֵר אֶמֶת |
3:29 and 3:30 enWhy? Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke the truth. Why? Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke truth. |
3:36 heאֲנִי זוֹכֵר אֵת עַצְמִי בֵּן אֵדָם דִּיכְאוֹנִי |
3:36 enI remember myself as a depressed person, |
3:39 heאֲנִי בֵּן אֵדָם ש מחוֹבָה לדִּיכָּאוֹן |
3:39 ensomeone who is attached to depression. |
3:42 heאָבנֵר ודִּיכָּאוֹן זֶה הוּלַךְ בְּיַחַד |
3:42 enAvner and depression go hand-in-hand. |
3:44 heיֵשׁ אֲנָשִׁיִם ... שס ... שסוֹבֵליִם בעוֹלָם הזֶה. וזֶה כּוֹאֵב לִי |
3:44 enThere are people who suffer in the world, and it hurts me. |
3:47 heוזֶה כּוֹאֵב לִי שלֹא מִשְׁנֶה מַה אֲנִי אעֲשָׂה בְּחַיִים שֶׁלִי וזֶה כּוֹאֵב לִי שלֹא מִשְׁנֶה מַה אֲנִי יעֲשָׂה בְּחַיִים שֶׁלִי |
3:47 enIt hurts me, that regardless of what I do in my life |
3:51 heהאֲנָשִׁיִם האֵלֶה ימְשִׁיכוּ לִסְבּוֹל |
3:51 enthese people will continue to suffer. |
3:53 heמַה לַעֲשׂוֹת רוב בני האֵדָם הֵם לֹא טוֹבים |
3:53 enWhat can we do, most human beings are not good... |
3:56 heהֵם מתְעַלֵּליִם אֶחָד בֵּשֵׁנִי ... אֵיך זֶה יָכוֹל לִהיוֹת |
3:56 enthey abuse each other... How can this be? |
3:59 heמַשֶׁהוּ בעוֹלָם הַזֶה לֹא עוֹבֵד נָכוֹן |
3:59 enSomething in this world doesn't work right... |
4:01 heאֲנִי לֹא מַאֲמִין שאֲנִי יָכוֹל לְתַקֵן אֵת העוֹלָם, אֲנִי כְּבָר הִתְייָאֵשׁתִי מִזֶה |
4:01 enI don't believe that I can fix the world, I gave up on that already... |
4:06 heהדִבֵר היָחִיד שאֲנִי יָכוֹל לַעֲשׂוֹת ... זֶה לְהַצִיעַ אֵת אֱמוּנָה ביֵשׁוּעַ |
4:06 enThe only thing I can do is to offer faith in Yeshua. |
4:12 heלָמָה? כִּי האֱמוּנָה ביֵשׁוּעַ נתנה לִי תִּקְווָה ... שאֱלוֹהִיִם הוּא טוֹב |
4:12 enWhy? Because faith in Yeshua gave me hope that God is good |
4:18 heשאֱלוֹהִיִם שֶׁלַח מָשִׁיחַ ... שְׁבָא לְתַקֵן אֵת העוֹלָם |
4:18 enthat God sent a Messiah who came to fix the world. |
4:23 heברֶגַע שאַתָה מֵבִין אֵת המָשִׁיחַ ... ו ... ומֵבִין אֵת אֱלוֹהִיִם וטוּבוֹ שאֱלוֹהִים, כּכָּתוּב |
4:23 enThe moment that you understand the Messiah and understand God and His goodness, as it says: |
4:31 heטַעֲמוּ וּרְאוּ כִּי־טֹוב יְהוָה אַֽשְׁרֵי הַגֶּבֶר יֶחֱסֶה־בֹּֽו |
4:31 enTaste and see that the LORD is good! Blesses is the man who takes refuge in him! (Ps 34:8) |
4:36 heזֶה הדִבֵר שמַחְזִיק אוֹתִי כשאֲנִי הוֹלֵךְ לישּׁוּן בְּלִילָה |
4:36 enThis is what sustains me when I go to sleep at night, |
4:39 heזֶה הדִבֵר שמַחְזִיק אוֹתִי כשאֲנִי קָם בְּבּוֹקֵר |
4:39 enthis is what sustains me when I wake up in the morning. |
4:42 heלָכֶן, אֲנִי לֹא אֵדָם (עִם) מְאוּשָׁר, אֲבָל אֲנִי אֵדָם עִם תִּקְוָוה |
4:42 enTherefore, I am not a happy person, but I am a hopeful person. |
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