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In our community, it's better to say that you are gay, than religious.
 
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My community is extremely secular.
 
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I skipped every class in school, but there was one thing which all my friends knew about ...
 
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when there was a bible class, I went.
 
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It's an extravagant book!
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A number of people came and said:
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I had an encounter with some spiritual figure and its name is "God".
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And I was fascinated by it.
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I was released from the Psych Ward...
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I won't bore you with the whole story and what I went through there, because it is too long to fit in here, but what was interesting was that one of the patients there was religious.
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I was always drawn to the religious people...
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I used to follow them and ask them to put Tefilin and to teach me about God.
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She wrote to me in my notebook:
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All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.
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And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.
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I did not understand what it meant.
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I wanted to crack the biblical language, to understand what is written there.
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Whoever understands the Bible, will be rewarded with wisdom.
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I heard before from my mother, that my cousin Shachar, believes in some weird faith.
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Now, Shachar is a genius, so I asked him what he believes in.
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All of the sudden he starts talking to me about someone, not "Yeshu", but "Yeshua".
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I didn't know who is Yeshua, but it sounded biblical to me...  I thought maybe he meant "Joshua" ...
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עִברִית
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I remember that in school we learned about a "Joshua" ...
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And the more he keeps talking about him, I start feeling as if all the pieces in my life, the entire puzzle, starts to come together.
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I fell in-love with this figure that he presented to me...
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Why?  Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke the truth.
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I remember myself as a depressed person, someone who is attached to depression; Avner and depression go hand-in-hand.
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There are people who suffer in the world, and it hurts me.
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It hurts me, that regardless of what I do in my life, these people will continue to suffer.
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What can we do, most human beings are not good... they abuse each other... How can this be?
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Something i this world doesn't work right...
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I don't believe that I can fix the world, I gave up on that already...
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The only thing I can do is to offer faith in Yeshua.
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Why?  Because faith in Yeshua gave me hope that God is good, that God sent a Messiah who came to fix the world.
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The moment that you understand the Messiah and understand God and His goodness, as it says:
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Taste and see that the LORD is good!  Blesses is the man who takes refuge in him!
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This is what sustains me when I go to sleep at night, this is what sustains me when I wake up in the morning.
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Therefore, I am not a happy person, but I am a hopeful person.
 
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Revision as of 04:33, 11 December 2017

Contents

intro

הסרטון מתחיל כאן

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0:00 he

פתאום הם שולחים אותי לחדר אחר, ו

0:00 en

All of the sudden they are sending me to another room, and

0:00 he

אני רואה את החלאה הנמוכה ביותר של כדור הארץ.

0:00 en

I see the lowest scum of the earth.

0:10 he

הוא בטח אנס

0:10 en

That one probably raped,

0:11 he

הוא בטח נרצח

0:11 en

that one probably murdered,

0:13 he

אחר בטח דקר את אמא שלו

0:13 en

another must have stabbed his own mother.

0:16 he

כולם היו כפופים,

0:16 en

They were all hunched,

0:18 he

נוזרה ריר

0:18 en

drooling

0:20 he

ידיים רועדות ...

0:20 en

hands trembling ...

0:22 he

ראיתי אותו לוקח את ידי ומשך אותי למטה

0:22 en

I saw him take my hand and pull me down

0:27 he

וחשבתי לעצמי,

0:27 en

And I thought to myself,

0:28 he

זהו זה ... זה המוות שלי ... אני הולך למות ...

0:28 en

This is it... this is my death... I am going to die...

0:35 he

אני לא בן אדם מאושר

0:35 en

I am not a happy person

0:37 he

אני בן אדם דיכאוןי

0:37 en

I am a depressed person

0:38 he

מאז ילדותי

0:38 en

ever since my childhood

0:39 he

אני לא בן אדם שַׂמֵחַ

0:39 en

I am not a happy person

0:42 he

דיכאון, מתפחינתי, לא מילה ל ער

0:42 en

Depression, as far as I am concerned, is not a bad word

0:45 he

אלה משקלה ל חיובי או שלילי

0:45 en

its weight is not positive or negative.

0:48 he

אני חושב שדיכאון הוא חגיגת האמת

0:48 en

I think that depression is the celebration of truth

0:53 he

למה? כי עולם שלנו על הפנים ... על הפנים.

0:53 en

Why? Because our world is completely messed up ... messed up.

0:58 he

וכאשר אתה מבין את זה

0:58 en

When you understand this

1:00 he

ושובל מ זה, ומגיש את זה

1:00 en

and suffer from it, and feel it

1:03 he

אתה חוגג את האמת

1:03 en

you celebrate the truth

1:05 he

אני יכול להגיד לך כאשר אתה מכה סלע התחתון, אתה לא יודע שזה מגיע. אני לא יכול להסביר את זה בצורה הגיונית.

1:05 en

I can tell you when you hit rock bottom, you do not know it is coming. I cannot explain it in a logical way.

1:13 he

אבל פשוט לבכות, לי כנס לפאניקה פשוט מטורפת

1:13 en

But I started to cry, and went into a panic.

(simply dead or beautiful ... idiom?)

1:18 he

התקשרתי לאבא שלי פשוט ישתנכתי בכיתי

1:18 en

I called my dad, I couldn't talk, I was crying.

1:23 he

הוא לא הבין מה קורה ואמר

1:23 en

He didn't understand what was going on and said:

1:24 he

אני בא לשוף אותך

1:24 en

I'm coming to get you ...

1:26 he

עִברִית

1:26 en

From there he took me straight to the family doctor

1:30 he

עִברִית

1:30 en

And that was it ...

1:33 he

עִברִית

1:33 en

From there they took me to the psych ward

1:34 he

עִברִית

1:34 en

just like that ...

1:44 he

עִברִית

1:44 en

To truly understand my story in depth

1:45 he

עִברִית

1:45 en

You have to understand where I come from ...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

In our community, it's better to say that you are gay, than religious.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

My community is extremely secular.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I skipped every class in school, but there was one thing which all my friends knew about ...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

when there was a bible class, I went.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

It's an extravagant book!

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

A number of people came and said:

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I had an encounter with some spiritual figure and its name is "God".

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

And I was fascinated by it.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I was released from the Psych Ward...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I won't bore you with the whole story and what I went through there, because it is too long to fit in here, but what was interesting was that one of the patients there was religious.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I was always drawn to the religious people...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I used to follow them and ask them to put Tefilin and to teach me about God.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

She wrote to me in my notebook:

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I did not understand what it meant.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I wanted to crack the biblical language, to understand what is written there.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

Whoever understands the Bible, will be rewarded with wisdom.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I heard before from my mother, that my cousin Shachar, believes in some weird faith.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

Now, Shachar is a genius, so I asked him what he believes in.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

All of the sudden he starts talking to me about someone, not "Yeshu", but "Yeshua".

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I didn't know who is Yeshua, but it sounded biblical to me... I thought maybe he meant "Joshua" ...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I remember that in school we learned about a "Joshua" ...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

And the more he keeps talking about him, I start feeling as if all the pieces in my life, the entire puzzle, starts to come together.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I fell in-love with this figure that he presented to me...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

Why? Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke the truth.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I remember myself as a depressed person, someone who is attached to depression; Avner and depression go hand-in-hand.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

There are people who suffer in the world, and it hurts me.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

It hurts me, that regardless of what I do in my life, these people will continue to suffer.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

What can we do, most human beings are not good... they abuse each other... How can this be?

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

Something i this world doesn't work right...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

I don't believe that I can fix the world, I gave up on that already...

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

The only thing I can do is to offer faith in Yeshua.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

Why? Because faith in Yeshua gave me hope that God is good, that God sent a Messiah who came to fix the world.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

The moment that you understand the Messiah and understand God and His goodness, as it says:

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

Taste and see that the LORD is good! Blesses is the man who takes refuge in him!

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

This is what sustains me when I go to sleep at night, this is what sustains me when I wake up in the morning.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

Therefore, I am not a happy person, but I am a hopeful person.

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

English

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

English

1:02 he

עִברִית

1:02 en

English

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