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In our community, it's better to say that you are gay, than religious.
 
In our community, it's better to say that you are gay, than religious.
 
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My community is extremely secular.
 
My community is extremely secular.
 
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I skipped every class in school, but there was one thing which all my friends knew about ...  
 
I skipped every class in school, but there was one thing which all my friends knew about ...  
 
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when there was a bible class, I went.
 
when there was a bible class, I went.
 
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It's an extravagant book!
 
It's an extravagant book!
 
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A number of people came and said:
 
A number of people came and said:
 
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I had an encounter with some spiritual figure and its name is "God".
 
I had an encounter with some spiritual figure and its name is "God".
 
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And I was fascinated by it.  
 
And I was fascinated by it.  
 
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I was released from the Psych Ward...
 
I was released from the Psych Ward...
 
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I won't bore you with the whole story and what I went through there, because it is too long to fit in here, but what was interesting was that one of the patients there was religious.  
 
I won't bore you with the whole story and what I went through there, because it is too long to fit in here, but what was interesting was that one of the patients there was religious.  
 
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I was always drawn to the religious people...
 
I was always drawn to the religious people...
 
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I used to follow them and ask them to put Tefilin and to teach me about God.
 
I used to follow them and ask them to put Tefilin and to teach me about God.
 
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She wrote to me in my notebook:
 
She wrote to me in my notebook:
 
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All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.
 
All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.
 
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And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.
 
And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.
 
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I did not understand what it meant.
 
I did not understand what it meant.
 
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I wanted to crack the biblical language, to understand what is written there.
 
I wanted to crack the biblical language, to understand what is written there.
 
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Whoever understands the Bible, will be rewarded with wisdom.
 
Whoever understands the Bible, will be rewarded with wisdom.
 
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I heard before from my mother, that my cousin Shachar, believes in some weird faith.
 
I heard before from my mother, that my cousin Shachar, believes in some weird faith.
 
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Now, Shachar is a genius, so I asked him what he believes in.
 
Now, Shachar is a genius, so I asked him what he believes in.
 
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All of the sudden he starts talking to me about someone, not "Yeshu", but "Yeshua".
 
All of the sudden he starts talking to me about someone, not "Yeshu", but "Yeshua".
 
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I didn't know who is Yeshua, but it sounded biblical to me...  I thought maybe he meant "Joshua" ...
 
I didn't know who is Yeshua, but it sounded biblical to me...  I thought maybe he meant "Joshua" ...
 
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I remember that in school we learned about a "Joshua" ...
 
I remember that in school we learned about a "Joshua" ...
 
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And the more he keeps talking about him, I start feeling as if all the pieces in my life, the entire puzzle, starts to come together.
 
And the more he keeps talking about him, I start feeling as if all the pieces in my life, the entire puzzle, starts to come together.
 
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I fell in-love with this figure that he presented to me...
 
I fell in-love with this figure that he presented to me...
 
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Why?  Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke the truth.
 
Why?  Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke the truth.
 
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I remember myself as a depressed person, someone who is attached to depression; Avner and depression go hand-in-hand.
 
I remember myself as a depressed person, someone who is attached to depression; Avner and depression go hand-in-hand.
 
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There are people who suffer in the world, and it hurts me.
 
There are people who suffer in the world, and it hurts me.
 
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It hurts me, that regardless of what I do in my life, these people will continue to suffer.
 
It hurts me, that regardless of what I do in my life, these people will continue to suffer.
 
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What can we do, most human beings are not good... they abuse each other... How can this be?
 
What can we do, most human beings are not good... they abuse each other... How can this be?
 
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Something i this world doesn't work right...
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I don't believe that I can fix the world, I gave up on that already...
 
I don't believe that I can fix the world, I gave up on that already...
 
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The only thing I can do is to offer faith in Yeshua.
 
The only thing I can do is to offer faith in Yeshua.
 
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Why?  Because faith in Yeshua gave me hope that God is good, that God sent a Messiah who came to fix the world.
 
Why?  Because faith in Yeshua gave me hope that God is good, that God sent a Messiah who came to fix the world.
 
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The moment that you understand the Messiah and understand God and His goodness, as it says:
 
The moment that you understand the Messiah and understand God and His goodness, as it says:
 
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Taste and see that the LORD is good!  Blesses is the man who takes refuge in him!
 
Taste and see that the LORD is good!  Blesses is the man who takes refuge in him!
 
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This is what sustains me when I go to sleep at night, this is what sustains me when I wake up in the morning.
 
This is what sustains me when I go to sleep at night, this is what sustains me when I wake up in the morning.
 
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Therefore, I am not a happy person, but I am a hopeful person.
 
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Revision as of 04:55, 11 December 2017

Contents

intro

הסרטון מתחיל כאן

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פתאום הם שולחים אותי לחדר אחר, ו

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All of the sudden they are sending me to another room, and

0:00 he

אני רואה את החלאה הנמוכה ביותר של כדור הארץ.

0:00 en

I see the lowest scum of the earth.

0:10 he

הוא בטח אנס

0:10 en

That one probably raped,

0:11 he

הוא בטח נרצח

0:11 en

that one probably murdered,

0:13 he

אחר בטח דקר את אמא שלו

0:13 en

another must have stabbed his own mother.

0:16 he

כולם היו כפופים,

0:16 en

They were all hunched,

0:18 he

נוזרה ריר

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drooling

0:20 he

ידיים רועדות ...

0:20 en

hands trembling ...

0:22 he

ראיתי אותו לוקח את ידי ומשך אותי למטה

0:22 en

I saw him take my hand and pull me down

0:27 he

וחשבתי לעצמי,

0:27 en

And I thought to myself,

0:28 he

זהו זה ... זה המוות שלי ... אני הולך למות ...

0:28 en

This is it... this is my death... I am going to die...

0:35 he

אני לא בן אדם מאושר

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I am not a happy person

0:37 he

אני בן אדם דיכאוןי

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I am a depressed person

0:38 he

מאז ילדותי

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ever since my childhood

0:39 he

אני לא בן אדם שַׂמֵחַ

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I am not a happy person

0:42 he

דיכאון, מתפחינתי, לא מילה ל ער

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Depression, as far as I am concerned, is not a bad word

0:45 he

אלה משקלה ל חיובי או שלילי

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its weight is not positive or negative.

0:48 he

אני חושב שדיכאון הוא חגיגת האמת

0:48 en

I think that depression is the celebration of truth

0:53 he

למה? כי עולם שלנו על הפנים ... על הפנים.

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Why? Because our world is completely messed up ... messed up.

0:58 he

וכאשר אתה מבין את זה

0:58 en

When you understand this

1:00 he

ושובל מ זה, ומגיש את זה

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and suffer from it, and feel it

1:03 he

אתה חוגג את האמת

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you celebrate the truth

1:05 he

אני יכול להגיד לך כאשר אתה מכה סלע התחתון, אתה לא יודע שזה מגיע. אני לא יכול להסביר את זה בצורה הגיונית.

1:05 en

I can tell you when you hit rock bottom, you do not know it is coming. I cannot explain it in a logical way.

1:13 he

אבל פשוט לבכות, לי כנס לפאניקה פשוט מטורפת

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But I started to cry, and went into a panic.

(simply dead or beautiful ... idiom?)

1:18 he

התקשרתי לאבא שלי פשוט ישתנכתי בכיתי

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I called my dad, I couldn't talk, I was crying.

1:23 he

הוא לא הבין מה קורה ואמר

1:23 en

He didn't understand what was going on and said:

1:24 he

אני בא לשוף אותך

1:24 en

I'm coming to get you ...

1:26 he

עִברִית

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From there he took me straight to the family doctor

1:30 he

עִברִית

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And that was it ...

1:33 he

עִברִית

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From there they took me to the psych ward

1:34 he

עִברִית

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just like that ...

1:44 he

עִברִית

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To truly understand my story in depth

1:45 he

עִברִית

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You have to understand where I come from ...

1:49 he

עִברִית

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In our community, it's better to say that you are gay, than religious.

1:54 he

עִברִית

1:54 en

My community is extremely secular.

1:58 he

עִברִית

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I skipped every class in school, but there was one thing which all my friends knew about ...

2:04 he

עִברִית

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when there was a bible class, I went.

2:07 he

עִברִית

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It's an extravagant book!

2:04 he

עִברִית

2:04 en

A number of people came and said:

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I had an encounter with some spiritual figure and its name is "God".

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And I was fascinated by it.

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I was released from the Psych Ward...

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I won't bore you with the whole story and what I went through there, because it is too long to fit in here, but what was interesting was that one of the patients there was religious.

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I was always drawn to the religious people...

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I used to follow them and ask them to put Tefilin and to teach me about God.

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She wrote to me in my notebook:

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All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.

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And the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.

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I did not understand what it meant.

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I wanted to crack the biblical language, to understand what is written there.

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Whoever understands the Bible, will be rewarded with wisdom.

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I heard before from my mother, that my cousin Shachar, believes in some weird faith.

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Now, Shachar is a genius, so I asked him what he believes in.

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All of the sudden he starts talking to me about someone, not "Yeshu", but "Yeshua".

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I didn't know who is Yeshua, but it sounded biblical to me... I thought maybe he meant "Joshua" ...

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I remember that in school we learned about a "Joshua" ...

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And the more he keeps talking about him, I start feeling as if all the pieces in my life, the entire puzzle, starts to come together.

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I fell in-love with this figure that he presented to me...

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Why? Because I think he said the truth... I think he spoke the truth.

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I remember myself as a depressed person, someone who is attached to depression; Avner and depression go hand-in-hand.

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There are people who suffer in the world, and it hurts me.

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It hurts me, that regardless of what I do in my life, these people will continue to suffer.

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What can we do, most human beings are not good... they abuse each other... How can this be?

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Something in this world doesn't work right...

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I don't believe that I can fix the world, I gave up on that already...

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The only thing I can do is to offer faith in Yeshua.

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Why? Because faith in Yeshua gave me hope that God is good, that God sent a Messiah who came to fix the world.

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The moment that you understand the Messiah and understand God and His goodness, as it says:

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Taste and see that the LORD is good! Blesses is the man who takes refuge in him!

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This is what sustains me when I go to sleep at night, this is what sustains me when I wake up in the morning.

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Therefore, I am not a happy person, but I am a hopeful person.

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